Relentless Love....

I feel like I'm so completely great at doing silly things saying the wrong things and all around being a bit impulsive but I see that in those times God has always shown me that he doesn't care and that actually it's part of who I am. I feel like so often I've felt completely weak and crumbling in on myself. sometimes I feel like I've really just wanted to curl up and go back to sleep. Maybe there's been times when I just never know what to say or what to do and I make a mess and get it wrong. But every time over these last few weeks I really learnt so much about who I am and who God is and who he created me to be. I know I've learnt largely that. In all things God works for the good of those who live him romans 8:28 and God will use our weakness. 2 Corinthians 12:9 but he said to me, "my grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weakness, so that Christ's power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weakness, insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong. 

Gods love is so amazing so many times have I realised this so deeply in my life, to know Gods love for us is relentless nothing can stop it nothing can take it way or distroy it. That the truth is in Gods eyes we are good enough for him whatever we do what ever mess we make God turns it into good and whenever we feel weak more so in our weakness God is strong. I feel like if we didn't have moments like these we wouldn't grow and learn more about God and ourselves. I've had a fair few struggles in my life time if you've read my testimonie or spoken to me I would tell you that I've know hardships but now I know Joy. But one of the most interesting and true song lyrics I've hard about life. 

Is Kelly Clarkson: 

"what doesn't kill you makes you stronger"

I see now that if I wasn't going through what I went through I wouldn't be the person I am today and I wouldn't be able to do what God is equipping me for. 

How do you see your struggles right now? Maybe right now they look so awful and you don't know how you will get through even if your a Christian or not I think it's true to say that what doesn't kill us makes us stronger. Think about the person you will be at the end of this hardship and think about what you've learnt before and see how you've changed. 

But I know that I constantly have something better pulling me through my trials and I know that God will turn everything bad into good and as he transforms us and shows us who we are we know that even when we feel on the edge I will always be pulled back by something stronger than me. 

If Gods love is relentless it's:  unceasingly intense, it's unending, it's unchanged, unceasing, unbroken, endless, unintrupted, sustained, lasting, continual, everlasting... That means nothing can stop it nothing can contain it. If someone that loving loves me nothing is impossible for him nothing but the best for us!! 

All I feel is Joy!!!