I had a tingle in my bones this evening as I got out of the car after having a Chinese some how is don't seem to stomach them that well... Maybe it's the Greese and stodgy food that comes with it... Or maybe it's no Cinta... Moving on after spending a day cleaning and baking I've realise how much I miss home and how sad it's made me feel in the last hour.. I don't know if it was seeing my mum and cousin on Skype or being around someone else's family and not mine I don't know or maybe it's cause I'm mega tired and in need of some sleep ha I don't know... However I do miss everyone dearly or the time. I have to see in this way i miss lots of little things like hugs from my dad, my brothers and sisters silly faces, my mothers yummy cooking and how I can talk to her about my day.. Specially if I need a rant ha !! I miss certain people at certain times like one friend when I look at the stars without them or watch a tv show and there not there.. I miss smiling friends, there's been moments when random stuff has happened but after a while I don't remember what it was but all I know is that in that certain moment I thought of you.. Maybe it's talking about Miranda that I miss my sister and my sort of sister Katie.. Or maybe it's when I drink whiskey that I remember Ian or it's when I see a the dog and I think of Sophie or when I see the plastic snake I think of Laura, or when I think of hot sunshine I wish you were all here... Next time I feel like I should right all those memories down because I do have a similar memory to that or dory from finding nemo.
I'm rambling again... So as I'm getting out of the car tonight I look up and I can't believe it the sky is like a blanket of stars that were labeled and places surely there not random? Even though it was chilly I felt warm knowing not only are there people over the otherside of the world whom love me but also I have someone whose with me all the time. I'm sorry I don't have a good enough camera to show you what it looks like maybe Ill try another time I don't know but you don't have to go far in oz at night to see the amazing sky...
From the girlie whom loves to travel

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